supryan

Wussup ljayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Hey.

I really wish my mother would let me download   WoW. I've done what she asked, but she won't let me. She said that I needed a C in algebra, because my grade was a 70. Then it went to a 72 and I was like woop two points. Then it went to a 76 and I was like fuck yeah brahh!  And now It's a 79.1, a C-. So I'm like wtf mah let meh download da warcraftyyy. And she's like nuh uh not right now no way nope no no no don't ask me again or I'll take your phone. Blah blah blah blah blah. So that's one thing I'm mad about Rawrghh D:<

But, my dad just told me a couple hours ago that we might "accidently" break my phone so I can get a new one. Which is fuckin sweet. I'm thinking about getting a white enV, or a blue/black chocolate. So yeah, tell me what you think I should get because Kristina thinks I should get the enV and I like that but I like the other one too.

Kristina and I baked a cake today and it was delicious chocolate cake with vanilla icing. Da bomb.

Oh and about my default.. It's a character from a show I like a lot. So, just letting you know in case you were going to ask "What is that?"

:)

PE, is actually kind of fun. Okay, so we did this like little exercise circuit thing. It wasn't that bad, except for the music he played :P But then, afterwards, we played a game of keep away.  There was three teams. Orange, green, and black. I was on the black team, and guess what. We won all 5 games we played. Not because I was on it, but because we worked together. For the most part. But yeah,  I don't hate PE as much, for now. My second period is still okay, not much has changed. Mrs Dorsett is a great teacher. My third period is better now, because I have more than one friend in there. My fourth period is still my favorite, though. Oh, and lunch still sucks. The main thing that sucks about PE, is that Lydia Greene is in there. Wtf, how great, huh? Anyways, everything is going okay.

I love ramen noodles, wassup.

I also love all of you.

Goodbye :)

The first day was as bad as I thought, in a way. I hate PE. And guess what! I have it first, what joy. And then I have Mrs.Dorsett. She's alright, I like her. She seems like a good teacher. But she did give us homework, so yuck. Then It's Business and Personal Finance. That, was one of my favorite classes. Well not really because it's full of upperclassmen and barely anybody I know. But we did this little "Introduce" thing today that went okay. Besides the fact of 3/4 of that class being juniors or higher, I'm okay. Then theres world history. That's my favorite class. I have Mr. Watson. He's so cool, no joke. He's so down to Earth and he seems very nice.

But yeah, so I know I'm going to hate 2/4 of my classes. Oh, and with lunch, I actually found a couple people. I'm happy about that.


I miss Kristina.
And Jessie.

Yes, very happy. Happy as I can be.

:]

I'm serious. It's such a good book. I'm so glad I got introduced to it. It's funny, and sad at the same time. I wish I could meet Charlie, sometimes. While I read the book, I think of how great of a person he must be. This is my favorite book, ever ever. Unless I read a new one that pwns this one.

I haven't even finished reading it yet. I'm not even to the third chapter. I got it yesterday. I love it so much. Wooo.
I'm at page like 102, now. :)

Wuddup.


I finished it at 4:31 this morning. I need a new book now. That book, was amazing. Incredible. I don't know if another can top it.

I don't know if you realized what you were doing, or if you even cared. I guess not, it didn't really seem like it. That really, really upset me. How could you do that? That's so messed up, you don't even realize. That ruined everything. If that's what you were trying to accomplish, then job well done.

I have no clue what it is, or why I feel like this. I don't know if I'm nervous, or scared, or whatever. It's so strange. This is stressing me out, I want to know why I feel like this. Wtffff, I'm shaking? Oh?

Wtf, I told Jeremy I wanted to learn how to play the piano, and he fucking starts to learn how. I hate it when he copies what I do. Like when I drew that hardcore m3t4l guy, he went off [right after I showed him] and tried to draw it himself. It's like he has to try and beat me at everything. That pisses me off so much.

Everything was fun, and I actually stayed awake. I usually go to sleep in 2nd period, but I stayed awake and I was like "Wtf, why aren't I sleeping?". 1st period was fun too, surprisingly. That class is like Kristina says, "Manual labor". Today, we painted some of a table, and used some wierd tool on plexiglass. In third period we're reading Romeo and Juliet. It's quite funny, because everyone's trying to make wierd voices and talk how Romeo and Juliet and all the others used to talk. Fourth period was kind of bad though. We usually get to have drinks, and eat candy in there. We got both taken away today. And some black girl was beating up a white guy. Not really beating up, just hitting repeatedly for about 20-25 seconds.

I really wish someone would tell an administrator who set the fires, so we can start going to the bathroom again.

I wonder if the SFT thing went well, I hope it did. I want to come to the next meeting, if I can get a ride home.

I really like it.
And it'd help me be occupied for a while, and probably soothe me. When I get a job and start making some money, I'm going to take piano lessons. Or I might ask my parents if they'll pay for lessons.

I can't do anything today because I don't want to go to the fucking batting cages with Kyle Armand and Ryan Russell. So my mom says. She said "IF YOU CAN'T GO HANG OUT WITH YOUR GUY FRIENDS AT THE BATTING CAGES YOU WON'T DO ANYTHING WITH ANYONE ELSE TODAY. YOU WON'T GO HANG OUT WITH JESSIE, YOU WON'T GO OVER TO DANI'S HOUSE. NOTHING."

And then she told my Father that, and he said "You better watch out, he might turn into a cheerleader"
Implying that I might be gay. Seriously, what the fuck. I hate this house.

Today, was awkward. Especially the morning, when I had to sit with Lydia. I mostly talked to Jeremy, and ignored Lydia.Because K*tina got sick. But, yesterday K*tina and I were talking about dreams that we've had. I had the weirdest/shortest dream in my entire life, about three days ago. But there's no explaining it, it's that short. But I do recall a dream when I was younger, how I was at my house, and everyone was playing outside. [Mostly hitting tennis balls with the rackets] Odd, I know. So I was like "Fuck this" and went inside. So the day went on, and kids played. Then my dad came up in my room and he sat on my bed and watched my t.v, so I went into the bathroom, looked in the mirror. Somehow grew fangs, and went and tried to bite my dad. But he put a towel over me, and I woke up. I have strange dreams.


This entry was not needed :D OH WELL :)

Takes things from other people, and tries to make it original, like she did it first/had it first.

So, I got home from the Eastern game, and my dad was like "Ryan, you have a job." (WTFFF) anyways, he went on and on about it. So apparently I have to work on Sundays, early, and for only two and one-half hours.

My dad lied to me, everyone lies to me, wtf. I really want to know what inspires people to lie.



I miss Cait.

Johnathan goes off and tells April shit (that wasn't true) and she/people get mad at me. Then Amanda tells Jeremy I'm "mad" at him because she likes him more than me. Wtf?!  I don't care if she likes him more than me, I don't see why she would like him a lot, really. But anyways, then she tells him the reason that I didn't want him at my house when she was over was because she was there. No, not the reason. Both things, untrue AGAIN. I'm not mad at Jeremy, I'm dissapointed/annoyed. Amanda was the one asking me to talk to Jeremy and get him to stop all of his touchy feely nonsense.
And the reason Jeremy wasn't allowed in my house, was because I didn't want all that molesting going on INSIDE MY HOUSE. Like it was IN MY VAN. >:|

I  need to find out who I can really trust. Trust to not say things about me that aren't true, to other people.

I don't like this. 

I don't know if I should, or shouldn't. I really want to though.


I'm not going to.

Okay so saw 4, wasn't as good as everyone made it out to be. I was really expecting a lot more, a whole lot more. The three previous movies were better than that, sort of. But oddly enough the movie really wasn't scary at all. Some of the noises were, but the blood and gore and all that jazz wasn't. But what was scary was Jeremy grabbing Amanda all over the place (yes, literally). I mean I know he's my cousin but there's a big line between funny, kidding, and just plain creepy. Jeremy, well he was on the creepy side, maybe even over it. Honestly, I've never seen someone "Man handle" someone that much, seriously. I don't know if man handle is the right word for it but oh well. Still, It really wasn't necessary, and asking girls (every single girl you come up to) if they'll have your babies, is way far from creepy. Especially when you don't say something like "I'm just kidding" at the end of it. That's just plain down scary as hell. I honestly thought Jeremy was better than this, guess not.

This post wasn't needed, I just felt like saying all this.

But I'm sure my parents would freak out. Oh well, I'm getting it done before I'm 16, even if they flip out on me.

The only bad thing is, I'll have to choose which side of my lip to get pierced first, because I'll have to get one side pierced then when I eat, chew with the other. Because the side I get pierced will be sore as fucking hell. And then when that side heals, get the other side and chew with the side that's already pierced.

:D I'm so glad I have a plan.

It to be like it used to be, I want it all back.

But I can't have it. I never can, never will.